navy blue dress that i'm going to wear tomorrow.
quiet and peace.
having a long conversation and catching up with kelly.
catching up on shows.
choosing to embrace peace rather than allow anxiety to enter in.
leftovers for lunch
meeting new people
having some space to myself
setting new goals
not being overcome by goals, but learning to embrace them.
not being afraid of direction
coffee this morning
not being late to work
Saturday, October 4, 2014
Monday, July 28, 2014
i didn't know i was brave, until someone told me.
moving my life into a new place, uprooting myself to root myself deeper in life…takes courage and bravery.
it's been an emotional ride, to say the least.
i tend to avoid my feelings when they're not sunshine and golden, because i feel, guilty? not sure if that's the right word to describe it.
but my feelings are valid, things are hard when you move.
right now i'm in process of feeling settled into my new home, my new city.
i want to explore, but it's taken me a while to actually feel READY. ready to venture out, meet new people and put myself out there.
there's so much safety in things i've known. i've felt comfortable in my old home, when i moved there six years ago i knew i would be surrounded by quite a few friends, and had family 30 minutes from my home.
now i'm here, back to the beginning…to hard memories, and to realizing how much healing has occurred in my life over the years.
i uprooted myself to go deeper into adventures with the Lord, learning more of myself and true character, but mainly just following and learning to trust. to practice trusting and to rely more on the Lord.
i'm learning to celebrate things, even small things..at this point in life even the small things are pretty big.
for instance: i went to church tonight and said hi to someone. i celebrated that.
i then went to a friend's house and listened to her story of the adventure she had last week…then i shared where i was at. I ended up staying late, even though it wasn't in my normal schedule i've set up for myself…
moving is hard, restarting is hard. but being known by others in a new context feels good. it's just getting to a point of being ready to get to know new people. and to find a steady rhythm in my new life out here.
so many things twist and turn throughout the journey. my consistency is in Jesus and the way He shows himself constantly faithful and beautiful. i know it's not much for this blog post, but hopefully there will be more to write in a bit.
Posted by Allison at 2:23 AM
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
transition has always been a bit uncomfortable…however, it's always a new opportunity for growth.
i arrived in portland easter sunday, to a house full of people! talk about instant community!
it was actually very refreshing after ten straight hours alone in the car to be surrounded by people and laughter.
This week's weather is looking to be amazing, so i'm excited to get outside and do some much needed exploring, meeting up with old friends, hopefully making new ones, and trying to be as social as my introvert self can handle.
I'm excited to see what all will come out of my time here in Oregon and feel super blessed to be back in the place i grew up in. I'm excited to get reacquainted with this place.
Posted by Allison at 12:58 PM